This is a new feeling, I opened a website, there will be a new president (another story) but most of the all the new freedom i Feel being able to come here and pretty much just submit my place of thinking and where i am emotionally.

this is really all new to me. I'm still searching out my feelings. I know i am sick, I'm tired, and there is tons of anger. but most of all i have learned to pretty much work through, Or at least try to.....

as time goes on I hope you learn to gather a piece of me and where i am when i post these. 

thanks for taking the time to read.....